bossymarmaladeTheir visit had come to an end all-too-soon, he realized, as he ushered Dick to the balcony of Hal’s sprawling beachfront estate. It was nicer than even Bruce’s summer cottage, where Guy had been given the opportunity for the first time to really talk to Dick on any meaningful level.
“Keep in touch amigo, okay?” he told Kyle over his shoulder, “I’ll try to bring Ribbit by tomorrow.” Hell, any excuse to see more of Kyle, and to let him know he wasn’t as isolated from his friends, and the world, as he was feeling right now without the use of his green power ring. Sure, it was by his own very responsible choice, but that perhaps made it harder for him; he wasn’t just resigning himself to accept his ringless situation brought about by the need to refrain from using Ion’s power, he was probably having to fight the temptation use it anyway.
Kyle walked them to the balcony and watched as they flew up into the air, bidding them goodbye with a salute and a smile. “Laterino, amigos.”
Guy caught himself looking back several times, until he saw the tiny dot on the seaview balcony disappear back inside the house and the outside light get flicked off. He flew southward along the coast with Dick under his arm, saying nothing for a long while, but flying slower than they did on the way there.
Dick snuggled close to him, itching to say something, but he chose to distract himself with the scenery instead. He knew all too well how much Dick loved flying with him, just the two of them like this. Sometimes, after a long day of work, or a grueling evening of patrolling Bludhaven, if Dick’s spirits needed a lift and he wasn’t too tired, Guy would treat him to something just like this.
“…Nice house, huh?” Guy finally broke the silence.
“Yeah! Yeah, it’s really nice. Really big. Very modern,” Dick replied, encouraging and agreeable. Anything to keep the talk going.
“Can I tell ya something? And you won’t think bad of me?” Guy heard himself ask, then shook his head at his own questions. He could tell him anything, and Dick wouldn’t think bad of him. It didn’t even need asking, but had he been talking to anyone else, he’d have felt differently. Heck, anyone else could say “sure”, and it still wouldn’t be a guarantee he was actually safe to speak freely. But not Dick. Never Dick.
“All this time, even before the Ion thing…I thought Kyle was gradually choosin’ Coast City over Venice Beach. I mean, it makes sense, wantin’ to be with Hal, an’ in a perfect home like that, right? But really, it ain’t nothin’ like that. He actually misses livin’ over Warriors as much as I miss him.”
And there, the confession was out. He had been missing Kyle terribly. Of course, Dick knew all along, and showed it by hugging him a little tighter. ”I’m glad,” he replied, “I mean, I’m glad that he does miss it. That it was all a misunderstanding and stuff.” He kissed him. “And I’d never think bad of you.”
Guy rolled onto his back, still flying, and hugged him. “Me too. I didn’t realize how unhappy he was, but now that I know…I really want to do what I can to help him. Anything. I can’t stop worrying about him, I just gotta do something.”
“And I know you will,” the younger man nuzzled him, just as if they’d been lying on a bed instead of empty air, “That’s what best friends are for, right?”
“Yeah. Christ, the guy is feeling trapped, and none of this was really his choice…I feel awful for him. I remember, all the times I’ve had to surrender my ring, or it’s been taken from me one way or another…” His voice trailed off as he stared up into the starlit sky, twinkling bright over the blackness of the ocean surrounding them on three sides and forested coast on the fourth, not a man-made light in sight except Guy’s power ring.
His lover rested his head on Guy’s chest and listened to his beating heart. “Y’know, I think I’m sorta starting to understand what he’s going through. It’s kinda hard for me to realize how much not using his powers upsets him.”
“I’ve done both, and given the choice between them, I think I’d rather lose my mind again than my ring, Dick,” Guy said grimly.
Dickie tucked his head into the crook of Guy’s neck. “Then I hope you don’t ever lose either….”
He gave the vigilante a wry look, “Not again, anyway.”
“Fine, never lose either ever again!” he scrunched his nose playfully, ”Better?”
Guy kissed him, still flying on his back, but now above the clouds where they had a little more privacy. “Better. Everything is better, Dick. I feel really light, y’know? I got all I could want: you, my best friend, an’ my ring. Nothin’ else matters as long as I got those.”
Dick laid small kisses up his jaw, “Well, you’ll have me as long as you want me, so there’s no worries there.”
“I’m not worried,” he reiterated, “That’s kinda the best part. It feels great! I feel great!”
“That’s wonderful, Guy! I’m so happy for you.”
He pulled up to a stop, knee-deep in clouds, and turned them so they were both upright. “I’m just happy, period. And know what? It’s all. Your. Fault.” He punctuated each word with a tap to Dick’s chest, then he kissed him deeply, meaningfully. “Thank you, Love.”
Dick clung to him as they kissed. “I love you so much, Guy.”
“I love you too, Dickiebird.”
When they broke from their kiss, Dick happily suggested they go back to his place where Guy could use all his concentration on something else, and Dick could show him just how much he meant to him.
“You’re on…” he readily agreed, and veered them suddenly eastward from their southern course. Over desert, mountains, plains, and finally in just minutes, the glow in the night sky of Metropolis, Gotham, and New York loomed on the horizon. “Let me take you home…” he murmured in Dick’s ear, and he aimed them for Bludhaven, and a long night together.